ch 7

My mother and father split up and I have such hatred now… I’m more jealous that my dad got away from the monster and I didn’t. I gave up on my rebellion streak because it got me nowhere. My mother is nothing more than monstrous nightmare and I have no doubt that she’ll be the death of me.

ch 6

few good days were too good to be true. When Father walks out the door I never know when he is coming back and I dread the time he is gone. It took everything I had not to tell the lady from child services the truth. I feel like my life gets worse and worse every day. I guess I’m never going to be part of this family like I use to be.

ch 5

The pain was unbearable. Mother wobble with a knife in her hand and I went to the floor, she had accidently stabbed me. Hoping she would take me to the hospital, she patched me up herself. Father didn’t help me get out but he helped me put dishes away. Mother was nice to me for the night… I knew it wouldn’t last.

ch 4

I think I’m beyond starving… My fight for food isn’t giving me much victory. My plans to steal food are crumbling and I’ve begged for food to the wrong people. My father isn’t my father anymore, he seems to be done helping me defeat the monster I call a mother.

ch 3

I’m a bad boy, I’m a bad boy, I’m a bad boy…” I stood in front of that mirror for hours. My mother is turning into a raging nightmare that won’t end. The punishment I go through makes no sense. She wanted to watch me burn but instead I won!

ch 2

mother wasn’t always a nightmare. Her and my father was once happy. We had nothing but good days and nights, along with holidays. I have good memories of my life, like Russian River.

a chiled called it ch1

My mother made me late for school. My head slammed on to the kitchen counter ended with a good day at school…I’m free now.